Monday, July 6, 2026

New Phase - Marriage

 


Its been years, we are side by side.

Running the life wuith love and fights.

I am yours and now You are mine.

Just want to tell you, you are my sky.


You are the man I always wished.

The face I want to see my life through.

Without you, I cant see a life.

I can live without you is a lie.


I speat years to find you here.

You are my breath i lived in.

Dont want to live a day without you

All laughters yours and all sorrows mine.


Please live for me and please dont die.

I am the climber whose life is with you.

You told me I am your life parter.

If you are not alive, how can I?

Tuesday, December 15, 2020

PART 1: CONTACT NUMBER

I still remember that day when I saw him, it's winter day's I was sitting on my lawn and talking to my friend on-call; we were discussing our final year project when I saw a bike turns and stop on the roadside and a very charming young man and his friend entered a house nearby. I still don't remember who was driving that bike that day except he was wearing a blue shirt but that young man wears a brown goggle, a lavender color shirt with black pants and black shoes, he was looking so handsome with a bright face, big forehead, and beautiful eyes. Yes, I can see his eyes from his brown goggle but from here my problem arises as I was on call I suddenly forget what we were talking about and 

I said, “How can he directly entered the house without having a glance of me.”

And my friend was in shock what is she talking about and 

He said, “Sonali what happens, who is there?" 

And I said, "He can't ignore me like this, how he can't look towards me?"

But the fact is I never felt so desperate about anyone. That's the first time. I was a student in the final year of B. Tech CSE and working in a share marketing company in Indore although I was born and bought up in Kanpur, Uttar Pradesh.

Then in a few seconds, I saw him on his balcony, and the way he was standing I am just looking at him like a despo. And then I disconnected the call and just started staring at the handsome. But he was still not noticing me and he was busy talking with his friends at that place.

That night I was not able to sleep, I share this with everyone living there we are five living at that house. But no one was putting attention to my feelings. I have many questing running in my mind, "who was he?", " Is he living at the same house or is his friends are living there" next day I was waiting for the whole day as I was not well so I was at my home for the last 1 week on leave, but he didn't come to the balcony. I was getting so tensed as I am unable to saw him, I rushed to my lawn whenever any bike came and I get hurt when I find out it's not him.

But after few days, I was coming back from the market and I just saw him on street walking with his friend, they were heading towards the main road and I am coming back with full hands of groceries. It was a shitty moment I want to know him but these groceries are so heavy. I rushed towards my room unlock it and threw the groceries on the bed and ran back but I was unable to find him.

It was really painful for me, really hurting. I came back empty-handed with a pale face. It was so hurting. The very next day I started looking here and thereafter my roommate went for her office and within a day or two I find out that he was living in the same house where I once saw him entering that was the happiest day, at last, I have completed my task as a detective now my second task is to get his name, I started talking to the neighbor's children but no one knows about his name.

There was a shop in front of his house so I started using that shop to get a glace of him. One day I saw a cobbler on the street in front of his house, I went straight to him to get my sandals stitched, to stay there for long so that I get a chance to see him I take my roommates sandals also my next-door lady with her and her roommate's sandals and I started waiting for him to come to his balcony, It was so hard to wait but at last he came to the balcony and I saw a strange thing. After he came to the balcony he went to the window ( which was a one-sided window) to saw as I was really not there, he was looking towards my room after this I become so excited like I really get my Moon.

This one action of him falls hard on my pocket. I give all 4 ladies living with me in the same house a full party. But still, I don’t know his name. One day at 4 o’clock he was sitting on his balcony and with so many efforts I stood on my balcony and for the first time, I look towards him without a fear, after few seconds he waves his hand as he was saying Hi and I get shocked to whom he was waving with a jealously I looked everywhere but no one was around then I came down as he was waving to me and I also wave back. Then he asks for the number in action after that I ran away…

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Monday, February 13, 2017

First meeting

When I saw you

In that shabby day and narrowed nights, I found a man with a spark in his eyes.

That tremendous look and the notorious smile, dug my heart and sow the seed of love.

I forget the world and lost my heart, with your ignorance I filled up.

You are unknown for me and I am unknown to you, But I felt that from always I know you.

Then I was checking the doors and balcony too, till your friends with you walk in there too.

You know, I feel shy whenever I look at you, and the days passed by in the same manner too.

One day I found, that you know i look at you, i felt it a miracle i am passing through.

I gave treat to my friends and colleague, in that happiness that i just gain.

I want to meet you, then that evening came, you followed me to next street then.

It was too hard like two packs of vodka. Lastly you are in front of me my totta.

I was shivering when you asked my name, but get shocked as my name is a part of your name.

Hours went on and its late night 11:00 P.M. ,till date  i don't know how that happen?

From that day to today you are always besides me, which decreases the fear's around me.

I never feel this ever before, rest some other day and till that I love you more and more.